In Mourning


In Mourning

An ongoing collection of the writings of Nick Benson.

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I'm Sorry


"I'm sorry! I didn't know what I was doing! I was young! And that's supposed to excuse it? I don't need this right now. Please sit down. Well, if you want me to stay, you might as well try to explain yourself. I didn't know what I was getting myself into. I loved her -- well, I thought I loved her at the time. I thought she was the one. I didn't mean to hurt you. Well, you did. I feel so betrayed. You never thought of telling me about this? I was actually thinking of marrying you! Now I'm not so sure. Why does this change anything? I still love you. Then why did you keep this from me for so long? Why didn't you let me know about this before? I didn't want to hurt you! Well, it's too late for that! Did you think I wouldn't find out? I thought I would tell you when the time was right. When? When we were already on our honeymoon? You can't even be honest with me! It wouldn't have been so bad if you had told me before now. I took this stupid ring thinking that I would be the only woman that you would ever be with! Here, take it back! I don't want it, I don't want to get married, and I don't want you! I'm sorry! Come back! Please...please come back... I messed this up so bad. Crap, I messed it up before I even met her! How could I be so blind?"