It's Not Me
I don't mean to be so lazy,
Honestly, I don't!
I just don't know what to do;
No motivation, no drive,
No will to succeed.
I don't mean to be so childish,
Honestly, I don't!
I just don't know what else to do;
Reality's too harsh to face,
So I cope by embracing innocence.
I don't mean to be so selfish,
Honestly, I don't!
I just don't know how to give;
I want it all,
But they want it too.
I don't mean to be so vulger,
Honestly, I don't!
I just don't know what else to say;
A programmed vocabulary,
A second nature I learned so long ago.
I don't mean to be so distant,
Honestly, I don't!
I just don't know who to trust;
A heart broken is quick to learn,
Quick to learn distrust.
I don't mean to be so judgemental,
Honestly, I don't!
I just try to make others learn from my mistakes;
I Force my ideas down their throats,
Thinking they should be better than me.
So if I did any of this to you, I'm sorry,
Honestly, I am!
I just didn't see what was going on;
Too much introversion,
No time to consider others.
I was inspired on Thursday, October 10, 2002
