In Mourning


In Mourning

An ongoing collection of the writings of Nick Benson.

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Love's Lonely Ending


Love is such a f*cked up thing.
Don't know if I'm right or wrong.
What does it all mean when I feel this way?
Is it true or am I turned upside-down?
Trapped in a feeling of want and need
While spinning in a world of lust.
I've never been so lost before;
I can't even see from where I left.
So another season passes with nothing gained
And another chapter ended with nothing to my name.
And I kneel beside my bed, my head lowered, and pray,
With tears in my eyes falling on the sheets
And soaking in, as I wish my sorrows could.
But I am here to endure all of this, once again.
So I cry out, "Oh, why me?"
And only silence answers my cries.
So where will I be a year from now?
In love, no doubt, fallen once more.
The trap persists, and I persist to blindly go forward,
Only to learn my mistake one more time.
If nothing else, my heart will ache
And pleasure will escape me.