Really, What Was I Thinking?
Maybe I wasn't; brain on lay-away:
Making payments till I die.
My heart over-rode my mind
And now I lay, emotions bare.
For better or worse, the facts are out
And now is when the test begins.
"To be, or not to be?"
I've always feared that question.
'Tis nobler to open wide
Than to silently cry inside.
I fear my future, but laid waste to my past
And cannot look back at the path I made.
But one day something will happen
And I will cry tears of joy or anguish.
I await that day with anxiety
And hide my heart deep down inside.
And now I see the day coming,
The sun rises, red in the sky.
I was inspired on Thursday, January 30, 2003
